Missing In Action!

Well, I promise I haven't been hiding on purpose. Life has just been hectic at this moment. I have been working, and things at work haven't been the best. Right now it is just the boss and me working. My co-worker quit and left us short handed. The worst part about that is some of the teachers are not very understanding. We are getting chewed out on a daily basis by one teacher in particular. I am sure hoping we can find someone soon. I know we are getting a part time para after Labor Day. I am sure hoping that will help us out some. Then, I have been working really hard on keeping busy at home. The highlights of my life are at this moment.
1. a really cute teacher
2. losing weight slowly
3. starting to talk to a certain guy
4. football season is about ready to start
5. my house is finally starting to look clean
6. I am starting to get my scrapbook going again.

Almost Time

I think it is time for a change. I don't know what it is going to be yet, but I will write about it when it comes time. Maybe it will be a change in my looks. Or it could be a change in my private life concerning a relationship. I have an enormous feeling deep down inside me that something is going to change in my life, and I pray it is for the best.

Lost

Lost

That is a powerful word! Lately that is how I feel. I am lost in this world not knowing where to go or how to live. I am lost to having no power over having no money until September. I am lost when it concerns my mom. She really doesn't understand me. My friend that lost her husband in a car wreck in April is lost. I have lost her because she has isolated herself from everyone in her life. I don't know how to get her back, and I don't know if I have the energy or desire to even try. So what is wrong with me? I need to get enrolled in an Algebra class, but at this point ask me if I care. It probably wouldn't be a good answer. I need to find my way out, and start living my life.

Boredom

Why am I so bored all the time? I try to find things to keep me occupied. I have tried doing scrapbooking, reading, walking, and many other things to keep myself busy. I get tired of doing these activities fairly quickly. Then I am back to not knowing what to do. What is wrong with me? Why am I not content with anything in my life? It seems like I am dealing with these issues on a daily basis. There must be something wrong with me.