Life is full of desires. Have you ever wondered when it goes past a desire and turns into an addiction? I have a couple of things that almost border into addiction. One of them is food. Food can be my best friend or my worst enemy. I am battling the addiction to food every day. I am now just starting to win the battle. I will not let food or my emotional dependence on it take over my life. Also, I am fighting another addiction that I chose to keep hidden at this time. It is not gambling, drugs, or anything illegal. It is something that must people would be amazed by. It comes and goes. Some days it is stronger than others. Yesterday I really struggled with it. Today I am back to myself and reality as it should be. The problem is I involve other people in my desires or addictions. Then I struggle to be myself again, and then have to face the fact that the people that I am surrounding myself with, are not the best people to be around or talk to. I am hoping with this blog I can conquer my problems and discuss them so I understand why I continue to go back to the same desires.
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