Got to Have Faith

I have learned sometimes you have to have faith. I need to learn how to have faith in myself. I don't give myself enough credit. I am not a troll that needs to hide in the house. It is good to get out and socialize with others. Tonight I went to a ball game for my goddaughter's cousin. They won 9 to 0. Plus, I have an unexpected surprise. There was a guy there that I have liked for almost a year. I have never really got the courage to say hi. There have been a lot of unspokens. For the most part, I had totally given up. So I didn't pay much attention to him. There was a few times I looked over and it looked like he was looking towards where I was at. I didn't pay much attention to it because I figured I was imagining things. Katie, my goddaughter, said halfway through the game, "Lisa, Mr. T is looking over at you all the time!" I told her, I thought I noticed that too but I figured I was imagining it. She said, "No, he is looking over at you!" We left and went to the post office. On the way back, I was about to turn the corner going to Katie's house. We met up with Mr. T driving his car. I figured what the hell, I am going to wave. My friend, Leyla, and I waved and he waved back. Jake says, "Lisa, he waved back at you!" Needless to say, it doesn't sound like much! But it really did renew my faith that I do have something to offer the world. If something happens, great! If it doesn't, I will live. I do know I will give myself the benefit of the doubt and not hide from him anymore.